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Episode 2
The MTN network that night which was fluctuating before started working properly.
I said to myself, "John, don't try it o" but I was weak.
I checked it anyway.
I saw pictures, loads of them.
Pictures that awakened things within me.
I hated those feelings and loved them at the same time.
I decided to go further..
I downloaded a video.
I watched in awe
It ignited more intense feelings.
I welcomed them.
Then, I realized what I was doing.
I stopped watching it and deleted it.
I felt dirty.
I felt like I had committed a big sin.
"I will not do it again" I promised myself.
I prayed to God to forgive and vowed never to do it again.
I prayed and prayed until I was satisfied.
Then I slept.
I said to myself, "John, don't try it o" but I was weak.
I checked it anyway.
I saw pictures, loads of them.
Pictures that awakened things within me.
I hated those feelings and loved them at the same time.
I decided to go further..
I downloaded a video.
I watched in awe
It ignited more intense feelings.
I welcomed them.
Then, I realized what I was doing.
I stopped watching it and deleted it.
I felt dirty.
I felt like I had committed a big sin.
"I will not do it again" I promised myself.
I prayed to God to forgive and vowed never to do it again.
I prayed and prayed until I was satisfied.
Then I slept.
Penshalom
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